Peter Marshall

A Man Called Peter

“Spirituality is a matter of perception, not proof.” - Peter Marshall

 


I see that my blog has become a bit dusty and in need of an update. Other than the obvious excuse of being “too busy,”  I must acknowledge that the works of Christ concerning my spiritual development have been utterly outpacing my public communication abilities lately…

Other than being alive and well, I am excited to announce that I’ll be sharing a new and inspired series on the topic of “Mystic Paradigm,” as time permits. I don’t want to spoil too much, but I can confirm that it will be “earth moving” for those who consider its premise.

Anyway, my whole point of this post is to add a copy of the subsequent quote to my blog for future reference…


The following is an excerpt from a sermon by Peter Marshall. The sermons starts playing about 11 minutes (online version) into the movie A Man Called Peter. He says it best…

“There are men and women in the world today who say that God orders their lives, guides them in making decisions, provides for their needs, answers their prayers, in ways which are often strange and unexpected. That is the testimony of my own experience, and there are many here who could make the same statement; but, if you, yourself, have not had the experience in your life, don’t be too quick to jump to the conclusion that we who say these things are daft, mad. In that mood, many of us approach spiritual things. We come, like Thomas, not doubting, but dogmatically refusing to believe unless we see, as if we could pour God into a test tube, as if intangibles had to become tangible in order to prove that they were intangible. There are certain things that must be approached in faith, things that are matters of perception, not of proof.

“‘Beauty’ is one of them.

“How can you prove that anything is beautiful? Could you demonstrate to me, by logic, or reason, or by intellect, that the Fifth Symphony, or the Moonlight Sonata, was sheer beauty?

“Can you prove, by any method of intellect, why a sunset is beautiful?

“Describe to me, scientifically, the haunting, wistful fragrance of a bunch of violets.

“Yet, you come here professing the faith which, for more than nineteen centuries, has borne witness to spiritual realities, and you ask if one can prove that God exists. You ask me to prove it! How could my tiny mind prove God? What kind of a God could my little mind prove? You might as well ask the bird to prove the air in which it flies, or the minnow to prove the sea in which it swims.

“Let me ask you to prove that you exist. I’d be interested in hearing you try.

“There are mysteries all around us, stirring, wonderful, inexplicable.

“Take, for example, the strange phenomenon of falling in love.

“Have you ever asked the question, ‘How will I know when I fall in love?’ I have. I’ve asked it of blondes and brunettes, of redheads and of bald heads, of people everywhere, and the strange thing is I’ve always received the same answer, namely, ‘Don’t worry, brother, you’ll know.’

“Love, like beauty, like the haunting, wistful fragrance of violets, is a matter of perception and experience, not of proof. The great things by which we really live are not proven by logic, but by life; and, as that is true of love and beauty, so it is true of finding God and learning how close He stands to us.”

- Peter Marshall, A Man Called Peter. (movie excerpt)

 

Pax Vobiscum
-C.M. Gregory

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Profane Source of Truth?

St. Augustine of Hippo
“Nobody is afraid of the unknown, what you really fear is loss of the known”
-Anthony DE Mello

 

 

On Christian Doctrine by St. Augustine is available at:  AmazonAudible.comOnline

Strange sometimes how books seem to find us. I discovered On Christian Doctrine by St. Augustine last year about the same time I began to rewrite this site. At first, I thought what a great idea it would be to share the following Augustinian excerpts as my initial post. In hindsight, I’m glad I hesitated. If I had attempted to explore this topic even a few short months ago it would have served as nothing more than a soapbox justification of my own peculiar bias. Mind-blowing what a few months of refining and testing can achieve…

On Christian Doctrine by St. Augustine addresses a variety of topics, however I was particularly drawn to his thoughts on profane source. It’s been said that Christians are the only group that arranges their firing squad in a circle. Heretic, cultist, I’ve been called that and worse, oddly enough by fellow Christians and for what, seeing truth where it lay. I began to wonder – how does a Christian “justify” insights gained from profane sources?

Spiritual insight seemingly gained from sources other than sacred scripture has been shunned as a slippery path into idolatry, heresy, the demonic, etc. Can it be possible that one can learn truth from profane sources or even other religious traditions in the service of Christ? Going on to discover those same truths have been hidden in the Holy Bible all along? The following thoughts of St. Augustine helped me put down the questioning, it was Love that did the rest…


CHAP. 18.–No Help Is To Be Despised, Even Though It Come From A Profane Source.

“… let every good and true Christian understand that wherever truth may be found, it belongs to his Master; and while he recognizes and acknowledges the truth, even in their religious literature, let him reject the figments of superstition, and let him grieve over and avoid men who, “when they knew God, glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened. Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools, and changed the glory of the uncorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and four-footed beasts, and creeping things.”

CHAP. 40.–Whatever Has Been Rightly Said By The Heathen, We Must Appropriate To Our Uses.

“Moreover, if those who are called philosophers, and especially the Platonists, have said aught that is true and in harmony with our faith, we are not only not to shrink from it, but to claim it for our own use from those who have unlawful possession of it. For, as the Egyptians had not only the idols and heavy burdens which the people of Israel hated and fled from, but also vessels and ornaments of gold and silver, and garments, which the same people when going out of Egypt appropriated to themselves, designing them for a better use, not doing this on their own authority, but by the command of God, the Egyptians themselves, in their ignorance, providing them with things which they themselves were not making a good use of;(1) in the same way all branches of heathen learning have not only false and superstitious fancies and heavy burdens of unnecessary toil, which every one of us, when going out under the leadership of Christ from the fellowship of the heathen, ought to abhor and avoid; but they contain also liberal instruction which is better adapted to the use of the truth, and some most excellent precepts of morality; and some truths in regard even to the worship of the One God are found among them. Now these are, so to speak, their gold and silver, which they did not create themselves, but dug out of the mines of God’s providence which are everywhere scattered abroad, and are perversely and unlawfully prostituting to the worship of devils. These, therefore, the Christian, when he separates himself in spirit from the miserable fellowship of these men, ought to take away from them, and to devote to their proper use in preaching the gospel. Their garments, also,–that is, human institutions such as are adapted to that intercourse with men which is indispensable in this life,–we must take and turn to a Christian use.

Augustine of Hippo
And what else have many good and faithful men among our brethren done? Do we not see with what a quantity of gold and silver and garments Cyprian, that most persuasive teacher and most blessed martyr, was loaded when he came out of Egypt? How much Lactantius brought with him? And Victorinus, and Optatus, and Hilary, not to speak of living men! How much Greeks out of number have borrowed! And prior to all these, that most faithful servant of God, Moses, had done the same thing; for of him it is written that he was learned in all the wisdom of the Egyptians.(2) And to none of all these would heathen superstition (especially in those times when, kicking against the yoke of Christ, it was persecuting the Christians) have ever furnished branches of knowledge it held useful, if it had suspected they were about to turn them to the use of worshipping the One God, and thereby overturning the vain worship of idols. But they gave their gold and their silver and their garments to the people of God as they were going out of Egypt, not knowing how the things they gave would be turned to the service of Christ. For what was done at the time of the exodus was no doubt a type prefiguring what happens now. And this I say without prejudice to any other interpretation that may be as good, or better.”

CHAP. 42.–Sacred Scripture Compared With Profane Authors.

“…so poor is all the useful knowledge which is gathered from the books of the heathen when compared with the knowledge of Holy Scripture, For whatever man may have learnt from other sources, if it is hurtful, it is there condemned; if it is useful, it is therein contained. And while every man may find there all that he has learnt of useful elsewhere, he will find there in much greater abundance things that are to be found nowhere else, but can be learnt only in the wonderful sublimity and wonderful simplicity of the Scriptures.”

CHAP. 5.–It Is A Wretched Slavery Which Takes The Figurative Expressions Of Scripture In A Literal Sense.

“… And nothing is more fittingly called the death of the soul than when that in it which raises it above the brutes, the intelligence namely, is put in subjection to the flesh by a blind adherence to the letter. For he who follows the letter takes figurative words as if they were proper, and does not carry out what is indicated by a proper word into its secondary signification; but, if he hears of the Sabbath, for example, thinks of nothing but the one day out of seven which recurs in constant succession; and when he hears of a sacrifice, does not carry his thoughts beyond the customary offerings of victims from the flock, and of the fruits of the earth. Now it is surely a miserable slavery of the soul to take signs for things, and to be unable to lift the eye of the mind above what is corporeal and created, that it may drink in eternal light.”


Why Fight Fire with Fire

We are called to love our neighbors as ourselves, not to go about crowning either with thorny doctrines. I find it reassuring that at some point in the history of Christianity others saw the importance of reconciling the stigmas of perception with the ultimate source of truth. I have taken to heart the words of St. Augustine “let every good and true Christian understand that wherever truth may be found, it belongs to his Master.”

Yes, ultimately Love wins out. I no longer grasp the need to fight fire with fire, i.e. “justify.” It is easy enough to sway a black and white mind into the gray, but the spirits journey beyond the misty gray veil is a calling not a combat… I find truth is its own justification and reassurance in knowing that once a person is surrendered in Christ, the Scriptures will open as treasure chest, nature a book, and the profane will shed its cloak.

 

The Spirit Sword – C.M. Gregory

Pierce a belief and it will bleed questions.
A legion of screaming warriors
fear, fear, they cry – violently attacking.
Divided in rank, they turn on themselves
see now the stronghold has fallen.

What weapon so mighty
the Spirit Sword?

 

Pax Vobiscum
-C.M. Gregory

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Mystical Experience

mystical experience

“All the greatest and most important problems in life are fundamentally insoluble… They can never be solved, but only outgrown. This “outgrowing” proves on further investigation to require a new level of consciousness. Some higher or wider interest appeared on the horizon and through this broadening of outlook, the insoluble lost its urgency. It was not solved logically in its own terms, but faded when confronted with a new and stronger life urge.” – Carl Jung

 

Mystical experience, what exactly does it mean, more specifically, what exactly does it mean to you? Some weeks back I posted that question in the forum. I was curious to find out what others considered the phrase “mystical experience” to mean based on their own mystical experiences. I was hoping for a sincere “gloves off” discussion about mystical experience. Now, after checking my expectations at the door, I’m questioning how anyone other than the person who has had a mystical experience can truly relate to what is essentially a personal understanding.

There seem to be as many variations on what exactly a mystical experience is as there are people who communicate them, and why shouldn’t there be? What compels a person to leave the safe harbor of fundamental dogmatism and voyage into the unknown? Perhaps even the motivations and desires of the initiate are as subjective as the experiences that assist their journey. That said, what remains of an individual’s witness to the transforming power of Jesus that can be considered communally beneficial and doesn’t rely on abstraction?

 

God Logic Explained

Before I share my view of this transforming process I suppose it would be beneficial to briefly explain my former religious attitude. For lack of a better phrase I have selected “God logic” as the expression that conveys the religious state of mind that I found myself dwelling in for years.

The subtle guise of God logic is at work in minds of the religious in many forms.  In prayer for example, when one prays, waits a few seconds, then begins to rationalize the answer to one’s own prayer by constructing a logical course of action based on scripture references. Add to that some feeling of relief or peace caused by the understanding that it’s in God’s hands now because I have prayed.

In God Logic we have the perfect religious recipe, the authority of scripture applied rationally in the fullness of understanding and individually confirmed by emotion… God becomes property of the soul, neatly and logically compartmentalized, conveniently accessible in time of need, want, or whenever socially necessary.

When a person makes use of God logic they have a very well defined image of God, who He is, and how He operates.  His “Will” is discovered by transposing moral precepts from biblical narrative into one’s life via self directed rational discourse. Ultimately God logic is self righteousness in disguise, a form of religious pretense without genuine humility in the presence of God. Often times the practitioner is paraded blindly though life unaware that there is any problem whatsoever in their “spiritual walk,” even when sin dominates their thoughts and life. You see, when a person learns to rationalize the written word of God they will also rationalize sin in the same manner.

When one summits the high and mighty peak of God logic the only certainty to come is a deep, swift fall into an experience of sin that will forever shatter the religious soul in merciless ways. Overcoming the religious peaks and valleys of God logic can awaken ones spirit in ways not yet conceived of by those who are entangled in its snare.

“The significant problems we face today cannot be solved at the same level of thinking we were at when we created them.” — Albert Einstein

 

Mystical Experience as Process

We humans seem to have an innate desire for certainty when it comes to apprehending our personal standing with God. This desire for certainty is the driving force behind a multiplicity of religious practices, doctrinal beliefs, and all shades of mystical experience. What purpose does mystical experience serve if it does not, at a minimum, fulfill the void of uncertainty?

The demise of God logic can be a drawn out process! Subtle questions arise, slowly at first leading you to wonder if the beliefs that you value are correct. As the process unfolds soon you are questioning everything that you thought you knew about God, self, life, etc… at last coming to a place of absolute self humility that has truly permeated the essence of being.

In hindsight, it appears as though something new was being formed through a process of unlearning. An awareness that watches all that arises within. This deep-seated awareness allows the intellect to guard the heart from being passionately dominated by whatever blows past. From the vantage point of continuing watchfulness, patterns emerge as varying states of consciousness are realized. Motives, reasoning, the wandering mind, emotions and alike become subject to the authority of discernment and responsible at every stirring to will.

I experience the mystical as a natural consequence of obedience to the teachings of Christ. By applying the concepts of faith, repentance, humility, love to the very essences of my being, I find that life is becoming more mystical every day. I choose to walk by faith, avoiding pretense and treasuring truth. God, the Father of spirits who inhabits eternity and regards mankind with love cannot be confined by the shadows of mental constructs no matter how logical they may appear.

Whether or not individual experience of a living faith in God is considered mystical is subjective. Certainty in that life altering transformation based on faith in Jesus has occurred outside of one’s own cognitive abilities is unmistakable, if not mystical. Although I’m not the same person I was when I started this journey it is evident that I am not complete. There are still questions that compel me deeper into the Kingdom of God.

 

Rolling in the Deep

In The Interior Castle, St Teresa uses a metaphor of passing through the chambers of an inner castle to express her mystical experience. Her metaphor is still one of my favorites because it is simple and scalable, representing a process that can only be expressed by experience and from a vantage point deep within.

St. Teresa of Avila describes her experience in mansion five as having the faculties suspended. When I experience a suspension of faculties in prayer what remains is an awareness of the first intuitions that bring to life those very same faculties. The physical senses still function although they are usually the first to fade from view as prayer deepens. The reasoning mind, imagination and other higher faculties of the soul are still completely intact, but there is an ever increasing distance between their function and the content that stimulates their activity.

In a mansion five state of consciousness ‘freedom’ is a word barley broad enough to convey the experience, peace that passes understanding is the sentiment. To proceed deeper would be to draw closer to the source of intuition rather than gazing upon the intuitions directly. I wonder what’s beyond the wall of first intuitions?

 

Pax Vobiscum
-C.M. Gregory

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