
Easter is over, although, in a very real sense, it’s never over. The miracle behind it is ongoing and profound, and occasionally peeks out at us, hoping to be seen.
I’m not at all sure that if you put a video camera outside the tomb where Jesus was buried the story told in the New Testament would be what plays out in front of you on your screen. In fact, many thoughtful writers point out that it is most likely that the body of Jesus was, as befitted a criminal upon execution, tossed out in a mass grave for the animals and the elements to finish the dreadful work that the authorities began. Others will say that the time span between Jesus’ death and the reemergence of the disciples was more likely six months or longer, and the events were collapsed into a three-day folk tale that, while not at it’s center something untrue, simply did not happen in the telescoped version of events that we have come to know.
So where does that take us? It is true that the different accounts, with Mark being the earliest, seem to share a common story that, like the individual gospels, have been monkeyed with in order to put forth the theological beliefs of the particular person who pinned each of the gospels and letters. This is hardly surprising that no true harmony exists. The idea of the four versions sitting side by side captured in the same book in the pews of millions of Christians in churches wasn’t even remotely on the minds of the original writers. Instead, they each had their particular take on the story and their own specific brand of belief to peddle to their community, and the result is that there are many, many little differences in the Bible’s Easter story that cannot be dovetailed to form a unified account that would stand as, say, a newspaper account. Certainly that shouldn’t surprise us in the Easter accounts. After all, the birth stories clash in the same kind of way if not greater, melded together by our minds until shepherds and angels and wise men and sheep and straw form more of a Hallmark card cover than anything that must resemble the often hopelessly conflicting facts of that particular day.
Yet, first and foremost one must look at the experience at the heart of Easter as being not historical or journalistic, but, rather, born of the heart, not in some sentimental way but in a revolutionary intuitive moment that reaches us at the core, bypassing the jumble of conflicting stories and the big bunny, the special sales at the big box stores and the family reunions over ham and green beans. If we are to understand Easter and it’s effect, we have to strip it to the very bare bones with which it first began and take from that insight the power and the promise that it exudes, mystically and practically, through all time, much like the ripples from the impact of a stone that move, not just along the surface but into the most human depths of each of us at the same time.
So, start with this - people do not happily die for lies. The fearful and the cowardly do not suddenly find courage and purpose in a mere belief or in word-of-mouth mutterings. Those closest to the events of Jesus’ death had every reason to be disillusioned and afraid, paralyzed by guilt and loss and, indeed, that is the very picture we’re given of the disciples, sometimes dense and often clueless, and all this must lie very close to the truth of things. Yet we must seize on the fact that something happened to those 11 (and obviously, to a tragic extent, to Judas) to change them.
The telling of the Easter story begins all wrong, not with power but with women, a fact that must have shocked the patriarchy of the time. Still, if we read carefully about Jesus’ life, none of that should come as a surprise Actually, what would really discredit the Christian claims would be if Jesus’ survival had been trumpeted only to the rich and the powerful and, perhaps in time, with sword or payola, filtered down to the poor and downtrodden. Instead, the shattering fact of Jesus’ continued Presence not as a mere inspiration but something altogether different radiated out from the group that Jesus knew and loved the best– the rejected, the outcasts, the broken, the alienated; those who had far more reason to cower back on their fishing boats, spending the rest of their lives gazing into the mystery of the slow moving currents of the waters around them, men and women forever broken or lost, aching or puzzled.
But, pause, and let me mention this question — Are all our facts straight about Easter? No. Yet I remember when I was doing a great amount of storytelling, I’d tell a story that would inevitably be followed up with a question from someone, usually very young, “Did that really happen?” My reply? “I don’t know if it happened or not, but it’s true.”
The presence of Jesus after his death was that kind of true, pointing to such powerful magnitude that it drove one who had been complacent or supportive in the killing of Jesus’ supporters to become one of his greatest early-times believers. But even before Paul, the window into the workings of God took the ones who betrayed him or misunderstood him or doubted him or denied him and in doing so took them from a place of such despair, of feeling fooled or betrayed in a way that we can ourselves only touch lightly upon in our own lives, and propelled these very same people into walking knowingly into the hottest fires of hell that this life can offer, each one of them changed and naked, armed with one thing and one thing only — certainty. Not in a story, not in a newspaper account, not in a pew in a church listening to the minster, not in a crafty marketing move, but something more. Something much more.
Those disciples and followers, did they even understand it all? The question is as absurd as asking, “Do we?” Of course they didn’t understand it and neither should we expect it of ourselves. They knew one thing and it is that one thing we can know — the foibles of humankind, the ultimate mystery and destruction of death, the basic meaning and destiny of human beings were forever changed. First with words of Jesus and then with the validation of God, a message that God may surely do the same for us in private miracles that have their roots in the public miracles of two thousand years ago.
Of so many things it can be said that we simply do not know, that we cannot know, but we are still left certain that we can be grateful as we travel hopefully, aware of our beliefs and lovingly cradling to our breast our disbeliefs because they, too, are often the most real part of what it means to be human.
To that end, we have one thing we can know in those hideous moments when our backs are against the wall — and that is to know that the question, “Who was Jesus” has, in some small part for each of us, somehow been transformed into the more mystical and powerful question that can never be answered with dogma or theory or belief, but only with the heart and it’s servant, the fingertips, namely, “Who is Jesus?”
It’s not a new question. “He said to them, ‘But who do you say that I am?’” (Matthew 16:13-15)” The answer may not be new, either, but it will be and should be your answer, which is all God can expect of us, couched in the hidden phrasings of your own sacred heart.
Blessings.
Brian Robertson
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